Experiencing being a kaafir

I feel what it is to be a kaafir, with no hope, and do as you please..I prefer Shariah since it is the diciplined path of living. Experiencing being a kaafir helped me to reflect over my respect and mercy that I should show towards people which Allah gives us all the time. There is no time for arrogance, show and pride, these qualities can only be removed through constant patience through reflection, doing and giving from your heart in the way of Allah for Allah's sake.